Saturday, August 14, 2010

perfect world

What would your life be in the perfect world?

Pertanyaan itu menghampiri sore ini.
Ada banyak hal yang tak bisa dilupakan..walaupun tak sedikit pula yang terlupakan dengan mudah. Sayangnya kendali itu bukan di tangan sendiri.

Hampir 4 bulan berlalu. Ingatan itu masih sering menghampiri. Tidak, bukannya saya tak berusaha melupakannya. Tapi setelah beberapa waktu, saya menyadari mungkin ingatan itu akan terus menghantui. Rasa sakit akan berlalu. Sedih akan menguap. Tapi tidak dengan ingatan.

and all the things you never ever told me,
and all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me..
and all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me..
for all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me.
(My Chemical Romance - The Ghost of You)


What would my life be in the perfect world?
In the perfect world, you would have come..
had the guts to do something and the heart to ask me how i was..
so the pain won't hurt this much.

But this is NOT a perfect world.
In this world, i have to live with the ghost of you.

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