enough. period

When I asked God to keep me away from him, God lets him pushes me away..
God even reveals his true color to me..
which (should I say fortunately?) makes me hate him even more...

Hatred...I know that's bad,
but somehow it gave me new perspective..
a way to see him objectively..
it's hard I know, but somehow God made the whole situation a lot easier for me..

he has this ego overshadowed even the highest mountain in the world
he's hard like the hardest rock in rocky mountain
he enjoys the company of himself more than anything
and I just can't seem to be in his life whatsoever..